The Night the Nanny Rewound the Baby Monitor and Discovered What the Smiling Father Did When No One Was Watching

Samantha Reed had seen the inside of more Los Angeles homes than any realtor.

Six years of nannying in the city meant she’d rocked babies in West Hollywood apartments with floor-to-ceiling windows, sang lullabies in Spanish-style bungalows in Silver Lake, and wiped sticky hands in mid-century ranch houses in the Valley. She’d watched couples fight in whispers in marble kitchens, seen kids learn to walk across Persian rugs, and learned that the nicer the neighborhood, the more complicated the family usually was.

Still, nothing had prepared her for the Adams house in Cheviot Hills.

On paper, it was a dream gig.

Emily Adams, a real estate agent whose face smiled from bus benches all over the city, needed a full-time nanny for her nine-month-old son, Oliver. Her husband, Daniel, was a software engineer who worked mostly from home. They offered excellent pay, benefits, and the kind of schedule that gave Samantha her evenings and weekends back.

The first time she pulled up to their house, her old Corolla looked like an intruder among the Teslas and Range Rovers lining the street. The Adams home was a clean-lined, modern two-story with black-framed windows and a manicured lawn lit by soft path lights. Inside, everything smelled faintly of eucalyptus and something citrusy and expensive.

Emily had greeted her with a handshake and a bright, slightly distracted smile.

“Sam? I’m so glad you’re here,” she’d said, gesturing her inside. “Sorry for the mess, we’re in between staging for a listing and I feel like I live out of my car lately.”

The “mess” was a couple of magazines slightly askew on the coffee table and a blanket draped imperfectly over a chair. Samantha had seen actual mess. This was nothing.

And then there was Oliver.

He’d been in a bouncer in the living room, kicking his chubby legs, dark curls sticking up like he’d lost a fight with a balloon. When he saw Samantha, he’d burst into a gummy grin and flailed his arms so hard he almost toppled over.

“He likes you,” Emily had said, sounding genuinely relieved. “Thank God.”

Daniel wandered in halfway through the interview, barefoot in jeans and a T-shirt, a laptop tucked under one arm.

He was the kind of man Samantha had grown used to seeing in LA: gym-toned but pretending not to be, a bit of scruff like he’d forgotten to shave, casual clothes that cost more than her rent. He had programmer’s posture—shoulders slightly hunched, eyes a little tired—but when he looked at Oliver, something softened in his face.

“Hey, buddy,” he’d murmured, scooping the baby up like he weighed nothing. “You charming the new recruit?”

Samantha had liked him immediately. He seemed gentle with his son, respectful with his wife. He asked thoughtful questions about her previous jobs, listened to her answers, and didn’t make jokes about Mary Poppins or nanny cams.

They hired her the next day.

For the first two months, it was almost unnervingly perfect.

Samantha arrived at eight every morning. Emily was usually already gone, heels clicking down the path as she juggled coffee, phone, and keys. Daniel worked from his upstairs office, door closed, emerging for coffee and quick baby kisses. Samantha fed Oliver his bottles, pureed his vegetables, took him for stroller walks around the neighborhood, and sang him to sleep for his naps.

Sometimes, when Oliver was down and the house was quiet, she’d stand at the big kitchen island, looking out through the sliding glass doors at the neat backyard with its lemon tree and string lights, and feel a pang of something she tried not to name.

Not jealousy, exactly. She didn’t want this life, this house, this marriage. But there was something about the way the light hit the toys scattered on the grass, the framed photos of smiling vacations, the monogrammed diaper bag hanging on the chair, that made her feel like she was touching the edge of a life she wasn’t fully allowed into.

Still, it was work. Good work. Stable, with a baby she already adored.

The first time she saw the mark, she assumed it was her fault.

It was a Tuesday in April, and the Santa Ana winds were blowing. The air felt too dry, like it might crack if you breathed too hard. Oliver had woken up from his afternoon nap in a good mood, babbling and slapping his mattress with his palms.

She lifted him out of the crib, breathing in the warm, sleepy-baby smell of him—powder, milk, something sweet and purely Oliver. As she laid him on the changing table and unsnapped his romper, she noticed it.

A faint red line, curving along his upper thigh, disappearing under the elastic of his diaper.

It wasn’t angry or raised. Just a pinkish imprint, like something had pressed into his skin.

Samantha frowned.

“Buddy,” she murmured, gently pressing the skin around it. “What’d we do here?”

Oliver kicked his legs, utterly unconcerned, grabbing for his toes.

She peeled the diaper away. The mark continued in a partial arc under the waistband, then faded.

The diaper itself didn’t look too tight. It was a size three, the same he’d been in for weeks. She checked the label. No obvious sharp edges. She wondered if she’d fastened it too snugly when she put him down.

It was easy to imagine. She’d been chasing him all morning as he tried to pull himself up on every piece of furniture in the living room. Maybe her hands had moved on autopilot, tightening the tabs a notch too much.

She felt a churn of guilt.

“I’m sorry, Ollie,” she whispered, kissing his belly. “My bad.”

She made a mental note to be more careful.

By evening, when Emily came home and Samantha was relaying the day’s events—two naps, one epic diaper blowout, a triumphal first attempt at clapping—the mark had faded to almost nothing. She didn’t mention it. No point worrying a mom who already seemed stretched thin.

Two days later, there was another mark.

This one was higher up, near the hip. Same thin red curve. Same shape.

Samantha noticed it as soon as she opened the diaper. It wasn’t exactly a bruise, but it wasn’t nothing.

She took a picture with her phone before she could talk herself out of it.

“Still too tight?” she murmured, running her fingertip lightly over it.

Oliver squirmed and giggled, trying to grab the clean diaper.

She changed him, then reached into the diaper caddy and pulled out the package. She examined the elastic, the waistband, the seams. Ran her finger along the edges, putting pressure where it would sit against his skin.

Nothing sharp. Nothing new.

Maybe it wasn’t the diaper.

That night, she stayed a little later than usual. Emily had texted saying she was stuck in traffic coming back from a showing in Woodland Hills.

Daniel came downstairs around six, rubbing his eyes.

“How’d it go today?” he asked, going straight for the fridge.

“Pretty good,” Samantha said. “We did some tummy time, some babbling, a lot of trying to eat blocks.”

Daniel smiled, half inside the fridge. “Sounds like my day, minus the blocks.”

She hesitated.

“Hey, um… have you noticed any… marks on his legs?” she asked, trying to sound casual.

He straightened, a beer in his hand. “Marks?”

“Like… red lines,” she said. “On his thighs? I saw one on Tuesday, thought maybe I’d fastened his diaper too tight. Saw another today. Same kind of shape.”

Concern flickered across his face.

“Can I see?” he asked.

She lifted Oliver’s pant leg. The mark was still faintly visible, like someone had drawn a partial circle in pale pink and then tried to erase it.

Daniel frowned. Set his beer on the counter and knelt, peering closer.

“Huh,” he said. “That’s weird.”

He touched the skin gently. Oliver grabbed a handful of his hair.

“Sore?” Daniel asked, looking up at Samantha.

“He doesn’t flinch when I touch it,” she said. “Doesn’t seem bothered. It just… looks odd. Like something pressing.”

“It’s not a rash,” he said. “And it’s not like we have any pets secretly biting him.”

He straightened, picking Oliver up.

“Maybe it’s the car seat?” he mused. “The straps, or the buckle. If it’s rubbing the same spot.”

“That’s what I thought,” Samantha said. “But it curves. Like a C. The straps are straight.”

He stared at the mark a moment longer.

“I’ll mention it to Emily,” he said. “Maybe we should have the pediatrician take a look. Better to be paranoid than sorry, right?”

Relief flickered through Samantha. At least she wasn’t being brushed off.

“Yeah,” she said. “That’s what I was thinking. I just… didn’t want to overstep.”

“You’re not,” Daniel said. “You’re looking out for him. That’s literally your job.”

He said it with a smile, but the words landed heavier than he probably intended.

Your job is to look out for him.

Later, as she drove home through the stop-and-go mess of Pico Boulevard, Samantha replayed the conversation in her head.

He hadn’t seemed defensive. He’d seemed genuinely concerned.

So why did her chest still feel tight?

---

The pediatrician said it was probably nothing.

Samantha wasn’t there for the appointment, but Emily recapped it on Friday, shrugging off her blazer and kicking off her heels in one exhausted movement.

“Dr. Chen thinks it’s either the elasticity from the diaper or friction from his clothes,” she said, opening the fridge. “She said his skin is sensitive, and babies bruise easy. She told me to moisturize more and watch it.”

Samantha nodded, forcing down the unease that rose.

“That makes sense,” she said.

It did make sense. In a bland, plausible way.

But over the next week, the marks kept appearing.

Sometimes they were on his thigh, sometimes on his hip, once high enough on his lower back that she almost missed it. Always the same thin, curved line. Always in slightly different spots, like someone was tracing a circle around him in segments.

She took pictures each time. The album on her phone began to fill: Mark 1, Mark 2, Mark 3.

She told herself she was being responsible. If it was some weird dermatological thing, they’d want a record.

If it was something else…

She didn’t finish that thought.

One afternoon, as she slid a fresh diaper under him and reached for the wipes, Oliver grabbed at the baby monitor camera mounted on the wall above the changing table.

“Leave it, Ollie,” she said automatically, gently prying his fingers away from the cord.

The Adams had a fancy system—two cameras, one over the crib, one over the changing table, all connected to an app on their phones. Samantha loved it; she could peek at him from the kitchen while he napped.

She’d never really thought about it beyond that.

As she watched him wave his hands at the camera, a thought popped into her head.

The marks always appeared under his diaper. In places no one would see unless they changed him.

Except… the cameras saw everything.

If the parents were watching, so could she.

The next time Daniel came downstairs for coffee during Oliver’s nap, she asked.

“Hey, Daniel?” she said, wiping down the high chair tray. “The baby monitor app… do you mind if I… have access? Sometimes when I’m in the kitchen I can’t hear him right away. It’d be nice to check without running back and forth.”

He hesitated for half a second. Then he shrugged.

“Sure,” he said. “If anything, it’ll make my life easier. I won’t feel like I’m the only one watching.”

He pulled out his phone, tapped a few times, then handed it to her.

“Here,” he said. “Download the app. I’ll send you an invite.”

She did. A moment later, her own phone buzzed.

WELCOME TO NEST CAM, the notification said. A live thumbnail of the nursery appeared—empty crib, soft gray rug, a rocking chair in the corner. The changing table camera was a separate feed she could toggle to.

“Thanks,” she said. “This will help.”

“Just don’t film me when I forget pants,” he joked, heading back upstairs.

That night, in her small one-bedroom in Culver City, Samantha sat on her thrifted couch, Netflix playing something forgettable in the background, and opened the app.

Tyler and Lucy, the couple she’d lived with as a live-in nanny before she burned out on twenty-four-hour availability, had warned her about the dangers of bringing work home. “You’ll never turn your brain off,” Lucy had said. “You’ll feel like you’re always on call.”

Samantha told herself she was just… checking. For peace of mind.

The crib feed showed Oliver sleeping, arms splayed, tiny chest rising and falling. The room was dark, lit only by the ghostly green glow of night vision.

She watched for a minute, smiling at the little snuffling noises he made.

Then she switched to the changing table camera.

It showed the opposite wall—the changing pad, the stack of diapers, the mobile of wooden clouds Emily had bought from a boutique in Venice. Nothing moved.

She felt silly.

Of course nothing was happening. Babies didn’t develop mysterious marks in their sleep. She’d probably tied a onesie too tight. Or one of his toys had weird lettering on it.

She was making something out of nothing.

She set her phone face down, grabbed the remote, and lost herself in a series about a woman who moved to Italy after a breakup.

The next few days were busy. One of Emily’s largest listings went into escrow, and she was in and out of the house in a blur of car keys and Bluetooth calls. Daniel had a product release coming up; Samantha saw less of him, heard more of his muffled swearing through the ceiling vent.

The marks kept appearing.

Not every day. Not always in the same place.

But often enough that Samantha’s unease hardened into something sharper.

On Thursday, she lifted Oliver’s onesie to find two faint curves on either side of his hip, like parentheses.

She snapped another photo, labeled it with the date, and made a decision.

After putting him down for his nap, she texted Emily.

Hey! Quick question when you have a sec.

Emily responded five minutes later.

Just finished a showing, can’t talk but can text. What’s up?

Samantha stared at her screen, thumbs hovering.

I’ve been seeing some odd red marks on Oliver’s legs/hip area off and on. I know Dr. Chen said it’s probably friction but it’s happening in different spots. I’m keeping a photo log in case it helps.

A long pause.

Can you send them to me?

She did. One by one. Tuesday’s. Friday’s. Monday’s. Today’s.

Three dots appeared. Disappeared. Appeared again.

Huh. That IS weird.

He doesn’t seem bothered by them. No flinching when I touch them. Just… there.

I’ll forward these to Dr. Chen and see what she says. Thank you for tracking this.

Of course.

No further response.

That afternoon, Daniel came down with dark circles under his eyes. He grabbed a LaCroix, cracked it open, and downed half of it in three swallows.

“Everything okay?” Samantha asked, bouncing Oliver on her hip.

He exhaled.

“Just launch week,” he said. “Bug after bug. Every time we fix one, another pops up. It’s like playing Whac-A-Mole, but the moles are on fire and the arcade is your boss’s office.”

She laughed politely.

His gaze drifted to Oliver. To the mark near his diaper line.

For a second, something like anger flashed across his face.

“You still seeing those?” he asked.

“Yeah,” she said. “Some days they’re faint. Some days more obvious. Emily said she sent pictures to Dr. Chen.”

He shook his head.

“Maybe it’s the detergent,” he muttered. “We switched brands last month. I told Emily that. She said I was being paranoid about chemicals.”

He said “chemicals” with the wary contempt of a man who’d read too many online articles.

“Could be,” Samantha offered. “We could try a hypoallergenic one.”

He sighed. “Add it to the list.”

He started to turn away, then paused.

“If you see anything… off,” he said, eyes on his son, “anything that makes you uncomfortable, you tell us. Okay? I’d rather hear something unpleasant than miss something important.”

“Of course,” she said, surprised.

He nodded, went back upstairs.

If you see anything off… you tell us.

The words took on a new weight in Samantha’s mind.

That night, after another long day of puree and peekaboo, she didn’t just glance at the camera feeds.

She studied them.

From her couch, streetlight glow seeping through her thin curtains, she scrolled back.

The Nest app stored footage for ten days. Little gray bars under the timeline showed motion events—when someone walked into frame, when the crib jostled, when the changing table saw activity.

She tapped on one from that afternoon. Watched herself changing Oliver, tickling his feet, kissing his forehead. Watched Daniel stick his head in to say he was running to Starbucks, watched her thumbs-up from behind a diaper.

Nothing sinister. Just life.

She jumped to last night. 2:13 a.m. The crib feed showed Emily, hair in a messy bun, lifting Oliver out, bleary but tender. She rocked him, patted his back, checked his diaper, put him back down. No anger. No roughness.

She checked the changing table cam for that time. It showed only the wall.

Of course, she thought. Who changes a diaper on the table in the middle of the night? You grab wipes and do it in the crib or on the floor.

Still, a shiver crept up her arms.

She was doing exactly what Lucy had warned her not to—turning her living room into a surveillance command center.

She told herself it was a one-time thing. Just to ease her mind.

But the next night, she did it again.

And the next.

It became a ritual. Brush teeth. Wash face. Slip into sleep shorts. Crawl onto the couch with a blanket. Open Nest.

Most nights, the feeds showed nothing out of the ordinary. Someone checking on the baby. A stray ray of headlights from the street. Once, Daniel came in, stood for a long time by the crib, hand resting on the railing, just… watching his son sleep.

That image caught at Samantha more than anything else. There was something so raw in his posture, like he needed to see evidence that something in his life was peaceful.

Whatever this was, she thought, it wasn’t simple.

On the eighth night of watching, she found the first crack.

It was almost midnight. She idly scrubbed back through the day’s footage on the changing table camera, watching the gray thumbnails zip by.

She saw herself in the morning, diaper bag slung over one shoulder, singing a song about bananas.

She saw Emily at noon, changing Oliver before heading back out, still on a phone call, cradling the phone between her shoulder and ear.

She saw no one for hours, the nursery still and dim.

Then, at 4:17 p.m., a gray bar she didn’t recognize. It wasn’t aligned with one of her memories. She tapped it.

The video stuttered, then resolved.

Oliver lay on the changing pad diaperless, bare belly rising and falling. He babbled happily at the camera, waving his arms. The mobile above him spun lazily.

No one else was in frame.

Samantha frowned.

Why would he be alone on the changing table?

Her stomach clenched.

The door to the nursery creaked open. A figure stepped in from the right.

Daniel.

He wore a faded T-shirt and sweatpants, his hair flattened on one side like he’d just rolled out of a nap. His face was out of frame at first; the camera caught only his torso and hands as he moved toward the table.

He tossed something—a changing pad cover? A shirt?—onto the chair.

“Hey, buddy,” he said softly. The audio was faint, but discernible. “You gotta give Daddy a break today, okay? I got a deadline. You can’t just scream all afternoon.”

Samantha’s heart thudded.

Oliver squawked, flapping his arms.

Daniel leaned over the table, bracing his hands on either side of the baby.

From this angle, she couldn’t see his expression. Just his forearms and hands.

“Shh,” he murmured, more to himself than to his son. “Shh, shh, shh.”

Oliver kicked.

Daniel’s hands tightened on the edge of the table.

“C’mon,” he said. “I just got you down. Why are you up again?”

His voice was still quiet. But there was an edge to it.

Samantha’s chest tightened.

She remembered that afternoon. She’d taken Oliver for a stroll around two, hoping the movement would lull him. He’d fallen asleep, but only for twenty minutes. The rest of the afternoon, he’d been fussy, resisting every nap.

She’d finally gotten him down around three-thirty.

She’d left at four, Emily coming home early for once.

So why was Daniel changing him at 4:17?

On the video, Oliver picked that moment to let out a high, piercing squeal.

Daniel flinched.

“Jesus,” he muttered. “You trying to kill my eardrum, kid?”

He reached down and, in one quick movement, grabbed Oliver’s legs.

Samantha sat forward.

He wasn’t rough, exactly. But he wasn’t gentle.

He held both of the baby’s ankles in one hand, lifting his lower body up off the pad. Oliver whined, little hands fisting.

“Hold still,” Daniel said.

He rummaged on the shelf below the table with his free hand, looking for wipes.

For a second, his grip on the baby’s ankles tightened.

Oliver’s whine sharpened.

Daniel’s jaw flexed.

“Always at the worst possible time,” he muttered. “Always. Every. Single. Day.”

He tossed the wipe packet onto the table with more force than necessary. It skidded, nearly falling.

He caught it with the same hand that held his son’s legs.

For a heartbeat, all of Oliver’s weight hung from that grip.

The baby’s body arched. He let out a cry—not his usual fuss, but a short, sharp yelp.

Daniel froze.

Samantha’s own breath caught.

Slowly, Daniel lowered his legs back to the pad.

“Shh,” he said, voice shaking. “Shh, it’s okay. You’re okay.”

He smoothed a hand over Oliver’s belly.

The baby’s cries ramped up, tears spilling down his cheeks.

On the couch, Samantha realized she was clutching the blanket so tightly her knuckles hurt.

Okay, she thought. That was… careless. But not malicious. People lose their grip. It happens.

But her heart wasn’t buying it.

He shouldn’t have picked him up like that. He shouldn’t have grabbed him so hard.

Her stomach twisted.

Onscreen, Daniel wiped Oliver, talking to him in low tones that didn’t quite match the tension in his shoulders.

Then, as he reached for a clean diaper, he said something that made the hair rise on Samantha’s arms.

“You gotta stop doing this to me, Ollie,” he muttered. “You gotta stop. I can’t… I can’t think when you scream. I can’t work. I can’t—”

He cut himself off.

He stared at his own hand, the one still resting on Oliver’s legs.

For a long moment, he didn’t move.

Then, abruptly, he slapped the changing pad.

Not hard. Not on the baby.

But the sound made both Oliver and Samantha jump.

Daniel sucked in a breath.

“Okay,” he said. “Okay. Okay.”

He closed his eyes for a second, as if centering himself.

When he opened them again, his shoulders had dropped half an inch.

“Samantha’s gonna think I’m the worst dad ever if you keep making those marks,” he said, attempting humor. “You don’t want that, do you? You like me.”

He fastened the diaper with exaggerated care. Soothed Oliver’s legs with his palm.

But Samantha couldn’t unsee the way his fingers had dug into the baby’s skin.

The mark on his thigh that evening had been in that exact spot.

Her stomach lurched.

She scrubbed back, replayed that moment three times.

Each time, the same.

Grip. Lift. Jerk. Cry.

It wasn’t dramatic enough to show up on some viral “caught on camera” compilation.

But it was enough to make her tremble.

Maybe this was it, she thought. The answer. An exhausted father, at the end of his rope, handling his baby too roughly in a moment of frustration.

Was that abuse?

The question wormed its way into her brain and wouldn’t leave.

She knew what the training said. She’d sat through mandated reporter workshops, watched videos about shaken baby syndrome, learned the signs of neglect.

This wasn’t as clear-cut as bruises in the shape of a hand or a black eye.

But those red lines… they were the visible tip of something she was suddenly terrified to see beneath.

She didn’t sleep much that night.

She lay in the dark, footage looping in her mind, the sound of Oliver’s sudden cry ringing in her ears.

By morning, she had a headache and a knot in her neck.

She also had a plan.

---

It’s just for a few days, she told herself.

Just to see.

She’d never put up hidden cameras before. It felt wrong, even as she slid the Amazon package off her doormat.

She wasn’t the homeowner. This wasn’t her space to bug.

But she was Oliver’s nanny. The one adult in his daily orbit whose primary job was to keep him safe.

Emily trusted her. Daniel had given her access to the Nest cameras without hesitation.

If she saw something truly awful and did nothing, wasn’t that worse than installing a few extra lenses?

The rationalization didn’t make her feel much better.

Still, she charged the tiny devices, all of them disguised as something innocuous—one looked like a white noise machine, another like a cell phone charger. She read the manual twice. Set them to notify her phone when they sensed motion.

Then she waited for the right moment.

It came on a Tuesday, two days after the changing-table incident.

Emily rushed in around three, hair frizzing slightly from the humidity.

“Sam! I am so sorry, but can you head out a little early today?” she asked, dropping her bag on a chair. “I have to drag Daniel to the pediatrician with me for this follow-up about the marks. They’re not getting worse, but Dr. Chen wants to see them in person.”

Samantha’s heart thumped.

“Of course,” she said. “I hope it goes okay.”

“Me too,” Emily said, scooping Oliver up. “If it’s another ‘babies are weird, stop Googling,’ I might scream.”

She laughed, but there was strain behind it.

“Text me if you need me tomorrow,” Samantha said. “I’m off, but I’ll be in town.”

“Thank you,” Emily said. “You’re a lifesaver.”

They left, Emily juggling car seat and diaper bag, Daniel trailing with his laptop bag over one shoulder.

The second Samantha’s Corolla turned off their street, she circled back.

Her heart hammered as she unlocked the front door with the key they’d given her.

The house was empty. Quiet.

She moved quickly, driven by adrenaline and something deeper—fear, and a creeping dread.

She placed one camera on the dresser in the nursery, angled toward the changing table and crib. Another in the hallway, facing the stairs. A third in the living room, pointed at the play area.

Each connected to her phone with a soft chime.

Video feed: online.

She turned them toward the window, testing the range.

Everything worked.

On her way out, she glanced at the Nest camera above the changing table.

It stared back, unblinking.

She resisted the urge to wave.

Back in her car, she felt shaky.

“This is insane,” she muttered to herself. “You’re spying on your employers. You’re going to lose your job. You’re going to get sued.”

Then she thought of Oliver’s soft skin under her fingers. The marks. The way his body had jerked when Daniel lifted him by the ankles.

Insane was ignoring that.

She drove home.

That night, she had more screens than sense.

Nest on her TV via Chromecast. Hidden cams on her phone and tablet. It felt like running mission control from a one-bedroom apartment.

From seven to nine, the feeds showed normal domestic life.

Emily on the floor with Oliver, stacking blocks. Daniel at the edge of the rug, laptop open, joining in halfheartedly. They looked like a stock photo of a happy family.

At nine, Emily put Oliver down, singing a song Samantha didn’t recognize.

By ten, the house was dark.

Samantha yawned, eyes burning, but she couldn’t bring herself to close the app.

At midnight, her tablet buzzed.

MOTION DETECTED – NURSERY CAM 2.

She sat up, adrenaline wiping away fatigue.

The hidden camera feed popped up.

It showed the nursery door opening. A crack of light from the hallway. Daniel slipped in, wearing shorts and a T-shirt.

He moved quietly, the practiced stealth of a parent who’s woken a baby one too many times by stepping on the wrong floorboard.

He went to the crib, leaned over. The Nest crib cam showed Oliver stirring, then settling as Daniel placed a hand on his chest.

Samantha relaxed slightly.

Then Daniel straightened and turned toward the changing table.

Her phone buzzed again.

MOTION DETECTED – NURSERY CAM 1.

She tapped.

From the dresser cam’s angle, she saw him pull something from his pocket.

A small white container. Cream, maybe.

He set it on the table. Pulled out wipes. Unfastened the baby’s sleeper.

Oliver fussed, but didn’t full-on cry.

“Shh,” Daniel murmured. “Just checking, buddy. Dr. Chen said we should keep an eye on these spots.”

He removed the diaper.

Samantha’s breath caught.

Even in the grainy night vision, she could see faint lines on the baby’s hip. Like someone had drawn crescents with a pink highlighter.

Daniel’s face was partially visible now, lit by the glow of the baby monitor. His jaw was clenched.

“She said it’s probably nothing,” he said under his breath. “She always says it’s nothing. ‘Parents worry too much.’”

He mimicked the pediatrician’s calm tone, but his own voice shook.

He dipped his fingers in the cream. Spread it carefully over the marks.

Oliver squirmed, whimpering.

“Hold still,” Daniel whispered. “You’re okay. You’re okay.”

He finished, wiped his fingers, reached for a clean diaper.

Then he paused.

His hand hovered over his son’s thigh.

“Why you?” he whispered, so soft Samantha only caught the words because the room was otherwise silent. “Why’d it have to be you?”

Her blood ran cold.

He stared at the mark, eyes shining in the dim light.

“It’s not your fault,” he said. “You’re just… here.”

He swallowed hard.

“Like I ever was,” he muttered.

He fastened the diaper, pulled the sleeper back up. Lifted Oliver into his arms and held him close.

For a moment, Samantha saw only a father, terrified of something he couldn’t name, clinging to his child like a life raft.

Then he set the baby back down, smoothed the blanket, and left the room.

The door clicked softly shut.

Samantha sagged back against her couch.

That hadn’t been what she’d expected.

No violence. No obvious cruelty.

Just… a man quietly losing his grip.

She rewound, listened again.

Why you? Why’d it have to be you?

The phrase nagged at her.

She thought of something Emily had said in passing weeks ago, when she’d been complaining about a difficult client.

“People are so weird about disclosures,” Emily had said, stabbing her salad with unnecessary force. “You tell them the house had mold remediation three years ago, they panic. But ask how many flood claims, and they don’t care. Emotion over logic. Every time.”

Was Daniel worried about something… genetic? A disease? An allergy?

Or was there something else?

She caught a flash of the white container he’d used. Zoomed in as far as the app would allow.

The label was partially obscured, but she could make out the letters HEM- and CORT-.

Hemorrhoid cream? Cortisone?

Both could be soothing. Or dangerous, if misused.

She rubbed her temples.

She was in over her head.

For the first time, she considered a possibility she’d been avoiding.

Maybe this wasn’t a case of simple rough handling or diaper friction.

Maybe something was wrong with Oliver.

Something the parents hadn’t fully shared.

The next morning, she called out sick.

It felt like betrayal. But she needed space to think.

“Are you okay?” Emily asked over the phone, worry in her voice. “Can I bring you soup or something?”

“I’m fine,” Samantha lied. “Just a stomach thing. I don’t want to give it to Oliver.”

“Oh God, yes, please keep your germs,” Emily said, laughing. “Take care of yourself. We’ll be fine for a day.”

As soon as she hung up, Samantha opened her laptop.

She typed in a few clinical phrases: “infant linear red marks torso,” “circular bruises baby causes,” “child abuse signs hidden areas.”

The search results made her stomach churn.

She saw enough horror in the ER rotations she sometimes picked up as a sitter for nurses; she didn’t need more.

She closed that tab.

Opened a new one.

“Los Angeles County child protective services anonymous report.”

Her cursor hovered over the link.

She clicked.

The page explained mandated reporters, protocols, the difference between immediate danger and ongoing concern. There was a number to call, a form to fill out.

She knew this. She’d sat through the training. Signed the paperwork.

Still, she’d never actually done it.

Once, years ago, she’d suspected a mom in Silver Lake was leaving her toddler alone for hours while she “ran to yoga.” She’d staying late on her days off to discreetly cover. She’d gently talked to the mom, watched things improve, then let herself believe that was enough.

But that girl hadn’t had mysterious marks on her skin.

She dialed the CPS number.

Her hands shook.

“Los Angeles County Department of Children and Family Services, how can I help you?” a woman’s voice said.

“Hi,” Samantha said, her throat tight. “Um. I’m a nanny. And I… I’m not sure if what I’m seeing is… something. But I think I need to report it.”

The intake worker asked her questions. Name, contact, relationship to the child. What she’d observed. How often. Whether she’d confronted the parents.

Samantha described the marks. The doctor visits. The diaper changes. The moment on the Nest footage when Daniel’s grip had tightened.

“He didn’t… hit him,” she said. “But he lifted him up by the ankles pretty hard. The baby cried. The mark was exactly where his fingers were. I know it doesn’t sound like much. But with the pattern, and things he’s said…”

“Has the father ever expressed wanting to hurt the child?” the worker asked. “Or indicated he’s afraid he might?”

“He said… ‘I can’t think when you scream. I can’t work,’” Samantha recalled. “He slapped the table. Not the baby. But he’s… under a lot of stress. I’m worried about what happens when no one’s there.”

“Is the child in immediate danger right now?” the worker asked.

“I don’t know,” Samantha admitted. “I’m not there today. The dad works from home. The mom’s in and out.”

“Okay,” the woman said. “Given what you’ve described, we can open a report and assign it for investigation. I want to be clear: what you’ve told me is concerning, but not an obvious emergency like a broken bone. We’ll send a social worker to the home within ten days to assess.”

“Ten days?” Samantha echoed, panic flaring.

“I know it feels like forever,” the woman said. “If at any point you believe the child is in immediate physical danger, you should call 911. But for now, this is the process.”

Samantha sagged back against her chair.

“Okay,” she said. “Thank you.”

She hung up feeling like she’d sent a flare into thick fog.

Someone would come. Eventually.

Until then, it was on her.

On her phone, a notification flashed.

MOTION DETECTED – LIVING ROOM CAM.

She tapped.

Daniel sat on the floor, Oliver in his lap, bouncing. His face was drawn, the skin under his eyes bruised with exhaustion.

He held his son’s hands, clapping them together.

“You gonna give me another heart attack, buddy?” he said softly. “Doc says you’re fine. Mom says you’re fine. Nanny thinks you’re fragile.”

He said “nanny” without bitterness. Just fact.

Oliver squealed and drooled.

Daniel kissed the top of his head.

“I’m the only one who thinks maybe I’m the problem,” he whispered.

Samantha’s own breath caught.

He leaned his head back against the couch, eyes closed.

“I got angry,” he said. “I got angry with you. I shouldn’t have. You’re nine months old. You’re allowed to scream. I’m the one who signed up for this.”

Signed up for this.

The phrase echoed in Samantha’s head.

Had he?

She’d heard Emily talk about it once, tipsy on rosé on a Sunday afternoon when Daniel had taken Oliver to his parents’ in Orange County.

“He wasn’t sure about kids,” Emily had said, swirling her glass. “He’s such a logic guy. Stats and stress and money. But I… wanted this. I thought once he saw Oliver, he’d just… click in. And he did, mostly. He loves him. He just… struggles with the noise.”

The noise, Samantha thought now. And the marks. And whatever else was rolling around in his head.

She watched as Daniel opened his eyes, focused on his son’s face.

“I’m gonna do better,” he said quietly. “I have to.”

He squeezed Oliver’s hands too tight.

The baby whined.

Daniel flinched.

“Sorry,” he said instantly, loosening his grip. “Sorry, sorry.”

Samantha realized she was holding her own fingers clenched in fists.

She forced them open.

This, she realized, was the problem.

He wasn’t a cartoon monster. He wasn’t some stranger in a white van.

He was a man in a nice house in Los Angeles, trying and failing to handle the weight of fatherhood without cracking.

People like that were harder to protect kids from.

Easier to excuse.

Easier to empathize with.

She’d done it herself for weeks.

She thought of the CPS worker’s neutral tone. Ten days.

Was she overreacting? Or was she the only one reacting appropriately?

The next morning, she went back to work.

The house felt different.

Emily greeted her with a distracted hug.

“Everyone survived,” she said. “Barely. Dr. Chen thinks it’s some kind of pressure-related capillary thing. She says his skin might just be sensitive to touch. Easy bruiser. She told us to be extra gentle. As if we weren’t already.”

She laughed weakly.

“I’m sure she’s right,” Samantha said, forcing a smile.

“If it gets worse, she’ll send us to a specialist,” Emily said. “Honestly, I’m more worried about Daniel. He’s taking it harder than I am. He keeps googling rare diseases and freaking himself out.”

“I can talk to him,” Samantha offered. “If that helps. About handling him.”

“That would be great,” Emily said. “Best I can do is remind him the baby isn’t glass and then realize maybe he kind of is.”

She rubbed her forehead.

“I swear to God, they should give you a degree before they hand you a human,” she muttered. “I know more about escrow than I do about skin.”

Later, when Daniel came down for coffee, he hovered awkwardly at the edge of the kitchen.

“Hey,” he said.

“Hey,” Samantha said.

An awkward silence stretched.

He glanced toward the nursery.

“I, uh… got an alert from the Nest that you were logged in a lot this week,” he said. “You, uh… watching the feeds at night?”

Samantha’s heart skipped.

Crap.

“I just… sometimes I check in,” she said carefully. “To make sure he’s okay. Habit, I guess. If it makes you uncomfortable, I can stop.”

He studied her.

“No,” he said slowly. “It’s okay. I just… figured you’d seen me. On the changing table. The other day.”

Her stomach dropped.

“You mean when you…?” she began.

“Grabbed him too hard,” he finished, grimacing. “Yeah. That.”

He ran a hand over his face.

“I saw it back,” he said. “On the video. I’d forgotten the camera was there. When I realized you had access… I… panicked. Thought you’d quit. Or call the cops. Or, I don’t know, post it online and make me a meme.”

She stared at him.

The idea that he thought she’d turn his worst moment into content for strangers made her stomach twist.

“I’m not going to post it,” she said quietly. “That’s not… who I am.”

“I know,” he said. “I know that. Rationally. But self-loathing doesn’t listen to logic.”

He met her eyes.

“I’m… not proud of how I’ve been handling things,” he said. “The marks… they’re my fault. Not because I’m beating him or anything. Just because… I’m too rough. Too tense. I don’t know my own strength when I’m on two hours of sleep and three cups of coffee.”

He laughed without humor.

“I keep telling myself he’s fine,” he said. “Doc says he’s fine. But then I see those lines and I think… what if I break him? What if I already am?”

Samantha hesitated.

This wasn’t the confession she’d expected.

“You love him,” she said. “That’s obvious. You’re here. You show up. That’s more than a lot of dads.”

He snorted. “Low bar, but yeah.”

“Being careful isn’t a bad thing,” she said. “But… the way you talk about him sometimes… like he’s sabotaging your work, or doing it on purpose… he’s nine months old.”

“I know,” he said. Shame colored his voice. “That’s the worst part. I know it. And I still… feel that flash of anger. Like he’s my boss, not my kid. My boss from hell.”

He rubbed his temples.

“I haven’t told Emily how bad it gets,” he admitted. “She’s already carrying so much. I don’t want her to worry that I’m… not safe to leave him with.”

Samantha’s heart thudded.

You aren’t, she wanted to say.

But that would be too simple. Too black-and-white.

“Holding that in isn’t helping,” she said instead.

He looked at her, honest panic in his eyes.

“What do I do?” he asked.

It was such a raw question, it stole her breath.

She was a nanny. Not a therapist. Not a social worker.

And yet… she was the one standing in front of him.

“Talk to someone,” she said. “A professional. Not just Dr. Google.”

He grimaced. “Therapy,” he said, like the word tasted bad.

“Yes,” she said. “Or a parenting group. Or an anger management class. Anything that gives you tools. Because right now, your tools are… the table.”

He winced.

“I saw you hit it,” she added gently. “When you got frustrated. I’m glad it wasn’t him. But… it’s still… a lot.”

He closed his eyes for a second.

“Yeah,” he said. “Yeah. It is.”

He opened them again.

“Do you think I’m… a bad person?” he asked quietly.

The question hung in the air.

She thought of Oliver’s cries. The marks. The way Daniel had held him the night before.

“I think you’re a person who needs help,” she said. “And who could do real harm if you don’t get it.”

He nodded slowly. Took that in.

“I made an appointment,” he said suddenly. “With a therapist. Telehealth. My company has some program. I was going to cancel. I thought… I don’t have time to sit around talking about my feelings. I’ve got code to ship. But after seeing the video… hearing you… I’m… not going to cancel.”

Relief crashed over her, sharp and unexpected.

“That’s good,” she said.

He managed a small smile.

“Thanks for… not quitting,” he said.

She smiled back, though it felt brittle.

“Thanks for… not pretending everything was fine,” she said.

He went back upstairs.

Samantha exhaled slowly.

Later that week, CPS came.

They didn’t storm the house with flashing lights and dramatic music. No one was handcuffed on the lawn.

A woman in jeans and a cardigan knocked on the door at ten a.m. She sat in the living room with Emily and Daniel while Samantha took Oliver for a walk around the block in the stroller.

When she came back, the woman asked to talk to her alone.

They sat at the kitchen island, stainless steel gleaming.

“You’re Samantha?” the worker said, glancing at her notes.

“Yes,” she said.

“You made the report,” the woman said.

Samantha swallowed. “Yes.”

The woman nodded. “First of all, thank you. We’d rather check on something that turns out to be okay than miss something serious.”

Her voice was calm, professional. Not accusing.

“We’ve talked to the pediatrician,” she said. “We’ve examined the baby. The marks are consistent with pressure-related bruising on sensitive skin, exactly as Dr. Chen reported. There are no other injuries. No signs of neglect.”

Samantha’s shoulders loosened a fraction.

“That said,” the woman went on, “we are concerned about stress levels in the home. Mom’s working a lot. Dad’s working from home, struggling with sleep and noise. Both love their child. both are… overwhelmed.”

Samantha nodded. “That tracks.”

“We’re recommending parenting support,” the worker said. “Classes, counseling, maybe some respite care if they’ll accept it. We’re not removing the child from the home. There’s no imminent risk we can see. But we’re opening a case for voluntary services.”

Voluntary.

The word echoed.

“Do they know I called?” Samantha asked quietly.

“They can make a guess,” the woman said. “We don’t confirm reporters unless necessary. But given that you’re the one who spends the most time with the child besides them, I’d be surprised if they hadn’t put it together.”

Guilt twisted in Samantha’s gut.

“Did I… do the right thing?” she asked.

The woman studied her.

“There isn’t always a clear ‘right thing’ in these situations,” she said. “But you reported a concern about a child. You described it accurately. You didn’t exaggerate or minimize. That’s all we ask.”

She tucked her notebook into her bag.

“If things escalate,” she added, “or if you see something that crosses a line—hitting, shaking, that sort of thing—you call us again. Or you call 911. Don’t wait.”

She left.

The house felt too quiet.

Emily hovered in the doorway, arms wrapped around herself.

“So,” she said, forcing a brittle laugh. “That was… fun.”

Samantha opened her mouth, closed it again.

“Did you… know they were coming?” Emily asked.

“Yes,” Samantha said. The word felt like a confession.

Emily nodded. Her jaw clenched.

“Did you think we wouldn’t tell you?” she asked softly. “That we’d just pretend today was a surprise?”

“I didn’t know,” Samantha admitted. “I didn’t know how you’d react. I wasn’t even sure you knew it was me.”

Emily snorted.

“You’re the only one here who isn’t me or Daniel,” she said. “Unless Oliver’s dialing CPS with his feet, my options were limited.”

Samantha winced.

“I’m sorry,” she said. “I didn’t… want to go behind your back. I just… I was scared. For him. For all of you.”

Emily’s eyes filled suddenly.

“And you didn’t think you could come to me,” she said. “That hurts more than anything.”

Samantha swallowed.

“I did,” she said. “I showed you the pictures. You took him to the doctor. You did the right things. But the marks kept coming. And I saw Daniel… on the camera. And I… panicked. Mandated reporter training kicked in. It felt… bigger than us.”

Emily wiped her cheek with the back of her hand.

“I get it,” she said hoarsely. “I do. Intellectually. Emotionally, I want to scream.”

“You can,” Samantha said quietly. “I’d understand.”

Emily laughed through her tears.

“I don’t want to scare the baby,” she said.

They both looked at Oliver, happily chewing on a rubber giraffe in his playpen.

“He’s okay,” Emily whispered. “He’s okay. He is okay.”

It sounded like she was trying to convince herself.

“Daniel’s in therapy,” she went on. “Work forced him. Well, not forced, but strongly recommended. He had a panic attack on a Zoom call. Stopped being able to breathe.”

Samantha’s heart clenched.

“He told me about the… grip,” Emily said, not quite meeting her eyes. “What you saw on the camera. He showed me. I wanted to vomit. But I also… know him. Know he’d rather cut off his hands than hurt Oliver.”

“That’s part of what scared me,” Samantha said. “He doesn’t want to. But he’s so… on edge. All the time. Sometimes that’s when people snap.”

Emily nodded slowly.

“I used to think ‘snap’ was a thing that happens to other people,” she said. “The ones on the news. Not people who buy organic milk and argue about stroller brands.”

She sank onto a barstool.

“My dad used to hit walls,” she said abruptly. “Never us. Never my mom. Just walls. Doors. Cabinets. He’d blow up, smack something, then apologize and buy a new door. We joked about it. ‘Oh, there goes Dad and his temper.’”

She stared at her hands.

“When Daniel hit the changing table, I laughed,” she said. “Said, ‘there you go, now you’re a real dad.’”

The horror in her eyes was raw.

Samantha didn’t know what to say.

“I thought I was breaking the cycle,” Emily whispered. “But I brought it right in the front door.”

The two women sat in silence.

Oliver babbled to his giraffe.

Finally, Emily straightened.

“You have to decide if you still want to work here,” she said. “After all this. After today. I won’t blame you if you don’t.”

Samantha’s stomach lurched.

She’d imagined this. Worried over it. But the reality hit different.

“I… care about him,” she said, nodding toward the baby. “About all of you. That’s why I… did what I did. I don’t… want to abandon him. Or you.”

Emily let out a shaky breath.

“Then stay,” she said. “Please. For a while. See how it feels. If at any point you don’t feel safe, or you feel like you can’t be honest with us… you go. No hard feelings.”

“Okay,” Samantha said.

They looked at each other.

Neither quite trusted the other completely.

But there was something new between them too.

Not just employer and employee. Co-guardians. Witnesses.

Over the next months, things did not magically transform into a sitcom.

Daniel went to therapy. Some weeks he was open about it, sharing little nuggets at dinner about “cognitive distortions” and “breathing through the spike.”

Other weeks he came downstairs after a session pallid and withdrawn, eyes rimmed red. Those nights, he hugged Oliver like he was afraid to put him down.

The marks faded.

They didn’t disappear entirely. Oliver was still sensitive. A bump against the coffee table edge left a line. But the thin curves along his thighs became rare.

When they did appear, Samantha still took pictures.

But now she also sent them to a shared group chat: “Ollie updates.” Emily, Daniel, and Samantha all in one thread.

“New line today,” she’d write, attaching a photo. “No change in behavior. Might be from the new car seat buckle?”

Daniel would reply: “Noted. Will adjust padding. Thx for flagging.”

Emily: “Derm says this is within expected. I’ll ask again at next visit. You’re the best, Sam.”

It wasn’t perfect. But it felt… collaborative.

Once, on a hot August afternoon, Oliver had a meltdown that lasted forty minutes. Nothing worked. Not a bottle, not a nap, not a walk. He arched his back, face red, thrashing.

Samantha rocked him, bouncing on the yoga ball in the nursery, sweat prickling down her back.

Halfway through, Daniel appeared in the doorway, looking pale.

“Want me to take a turn?” he asked.

She studied him.

He looked… steady. Breathing slow. Shoulders down.

She hesitated.

“I can handle it,” she said. “You’ve got work.”

“I closed the laptop,” he said. “Bug can wait. Baby can’t.”

She almost smiled.

“Okay,” she said. “Tag.”

She handed Oliver over.

Daniel settled into the rocker, cradling the baby.

For a split second, Samantha’s chest clenched.

Old fear flared.

But his hands were gentle.

He held Oliver securely, not too tight. He hummed under his breath, some tuneless melody.

“You’re allowed to be mad, bud,” he murmured. “You’re allowed. I’m not going anywhere. I can handle it.”

His voice was as much a reassurance to himself as to the baby.

Samantha leaned against the doorframe, watching.

Minutes ticked by.

Slowly, Oliver’s cries weakened. Became hiccups. Then sniffles.

Then… sleep.

Daniel sagged back, relief turning his bones to jelly.

He looked up at Samantha.

“You saw that, right?” he whispered. “You saw me… not… do the thing.”

She nodded, throat tight.

“I saw,” she said.

He smiled. It looked like the first genuine smile she’d seen on his face in weeks.

“Good,” he said. “I want… someone else to know. In case I forget.”

She did know.

And she would remember.

Months later, when she sat at Oliver’s first birthday party, watching him lunge face-first into a tiny cake while Emily filmed and Daniel stood behind the camera making ridiculous animal sounds, she caught a glimpse of the faintest pink line on his chubby thigh as his diaper sagged.

She frowned for half a second.

Then she saw Daniel notice it too.

His face tightened.

He took a breath. She saw his lips move—counting, maybe. Five in, five out.

Then he relaxed. Smiled.

“Guess we’re back on lotion duty,” he joked, gently rearranging the diaper.

He caught Samantha’s eye.

She raised an eyebrow.

He gave a small nod.

It wasn’t over.

It might never be.

But they were in it with their eyes open now.

Later that night, after the party guests had left and the house was strewn with wrapping paper and deflated balloons, Samantha sat on her couch, feet up, exhausted.

Her phone buzzed.

A text from Emily.

Thank you for staying.
For noticing.
For reporting.
For not giving up on us.

Samantha stared at it for a long moment.

Then she typed back.

Thank you for listening.
For getting help.
For not pretending.

A minute later, another text.

This one from Daniel.

For what it’s worth…
You scared me more than CPS did.
In a good way.
You were my hidden camera.

She smiled, a little sadly.

Not hidden anymore.

He replied with a single emoji: the little face with a bead of sweat and a nervous smile.

She put her phone down.

On her TV, the Nest app still sat on the home screen.

She thought of opening it.

Then, deliberately, she closed it.

Oliver was in bed. His parents were watching.

She didn’t need to be in every frame anymore.

She’d done her job.

She’d seen something off, and she’d told them.

What they did with that was theirs.

She turned off the TV, let the room go dark.

For the first time in months, she fell asleep without replaying footage in her head.

Her dreams that night were mercifully blank.

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Years from now, Samantha would tell this story only a handful of times.

Once, to a new nanny at a training session, when the woman asked how to tell the difference between “normal” parenting stress and something darker.

Once, to a friend from nursing school who was debating whether to report a fellow nurse’s rough handling of a patient.

Once, to Oliver himself, when he was twelve and snooping through old photos and found the album called “Ollie’s Marks” on a forgotten external hard drive Samantha had left at the house.

“You thought my dad was hurting me?” he’d asked, voice cracking.

“I thought he might,” she’d said honestly. “And I thought I had to do something.”

“Did you hate him?” Oliver had asked.

She’d thought of Daniel’s face at the changing table, caught between love and rage and terror. Of the way he’d stared at his own hand like it belonged to someone else.

“No,” she’d said. “I was scared of what he might do if he didn’t get help. But I didn’t hate him. Hating someone makes it too easy to pretend they’re not like you.”

Oliver had frowned, absorbing that.

“And me?” he’d asked. “What did you think of me?”

She’d smiled.

“I thought,” she’d said, “that you were a baby who deserved people who would fight for you. Even when it was uncomfortable. Even when it got messy.”

He’d nodded slowly.

“Thanks,” he’d said.

Now, though, as she drifted off to sleep in her Culver City apartment, the hidden cameras unplugged and boxed up in her closet, Samantha didn’t know all that was coming.

She knew only this:

She’d seen marks on a baby.

She’d trusted her gut, and her training, and the scared look in a father’s eyes.

She’d installed cameras.

She’d watched too much, maybe. Worried too much, definitely.

She’d made a call.

She’d trembled with fear on her couch, phone to her ear, listening to someone on the other end say, “We’ll send someone.”

She’d walked back into a house where the pretty facade had cracked.

And she’d helped, in the imperfect, complicated way real help often looks.

Not like a rescue.

Like a reminder.

That someone was watching.

Not to catch you out.

To pull you back.

Before the worst thing happened.

THE END